Tuesday, November 24, 2009
♥ Last Post About My Bf~
This post shall be just me and my Darling Bf.. Friends who are closer to me will know more details.. I just wanna say Thanks to my Laopo Valerie, Paul and my Teacher~Valerie says she'll be there for me no matter what.. And Paul says if the whole sky falls, he's always there to hold on to me.. Best Friends forever!! =) Laoshi had spoken to me many times regarding my relationship.. And i know he's really concern~ I'm really fortunate and blessed to have so many people around me caring for me.. Thanks~
This past 1 year 7 months, i have happiness and saddness with Darling Bf.. But i shall not elaborate on the details as it's quite painful to remind everything.. I'm the one who initiate the break-up as i no longer can stand certain things.. I can only say if i stay on, i don't know when is the next moment that something happen to me..



These was taken a few weeks ago when we were going out..

Baby is talking seriously to his ex-colleague.. His ex-colleagues v bad.. I don't like them..
My favourite dessert at Far East!! =P I miss it so much!!
This past 1 year 7 months, i have happiness and saddness with Darling Bf.. But i shall not elaborate on the details as it's quite painful to remind everything.. I'm the one who initiate the break-up as i no longer can stand certain things.. I can only say if i stay on, i don't know when is the next moment that something happen to me..








I brought Darling Bf along to have the dessert.. He said it's nice but cannot eat too much of it.. Will get sick of it.. But somehow i don't feel the same way.. Hahas!! It just makes me want to have more of it~ In fact, all of the flavour!! Muahahaha!! =D
Alrights, i shall end off here.. Need to go and search for my music stuffs~ Stressed up already.. Argh~
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
♥ 5th November 2009
Hahas~ This month i got so many pictures to flood my blog.. Muahaha~ Today's entry is regarding the outing with Germain and Fan Yoong.. Kelvin was actually able to turn up IF Fan Yoong make the effort to ask.. Lolx.. But never mind.. We shall wait for another time then we all hang out again.. =)





The picture was edited by Germain.. I like having my ugly pictures sometimes.. But not to Germain..

Please don't order this strawberry dessert.. Totally FAIL~ =(


I just left it like that cause it really taste like nothing~ =X




Fan Yoong asked us to act like we're craving for the baked rice.. Lolx!! =P



All Fan Yoong's unglamorous photos~ Muahaha~ =B
It's already overflowing and yet no one want to clear it away.. (-_-'')
Touch up.. Hehes~
Just showing off our photo-taking skills to Fan Yoong.. He's bad at taking pictures~ =X






Before and After editing the neo-prints~ =)
We went to Far East and bought the stuffs i needed~ At the same time, we're waiting for Fan Yoong to reach.. he told us he'll reach at ard 6pm.. In the end?! 7PM!!! He's asking for a taste of mine's and Germain's fist.. Lolx!! =X And while we were slacking away, we start taking photos~ =P
And so, when Fan Yoong reach, it's time for dinner~ We starve ourselves just to eat together with him lorrs!! He so DUA PAI('BIG KING') lorrs~ Hahas.. But he's nice larrs.. He treat us!! =)



All his ugly behaviours and expressions caught on our camera!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! =D 



Drinks served to us~











































I have something to say.. When we are going home, i was quite happy until i saw Darling Bf came over just to fetch me home.. Yes, i should be happy actually.. But then i felt sad cause i wanted to go home together with my friends.. But i didn't show it on my face.. I just kept quiet to avoid quarrels~
I'm no longer happy in this relationship i am in right now.. It's time for me to make decisions~ Shall meet up with Angela and My Laopo first before i make the decision.. I'm just thinking how to break the news.. Yes, I REALLY STILL LOVE DARLING BF.. But then, i felt too trapped in my world.. It's time for me to fly~ I'm just afraid cause i don't know what will happen when i tell Darling Bf my decision.. I don't know what's the next moment he'll say or do.. He won't be able to talk to me in a proper way.. It'll lead to screamings for sure.. Hais~ ='( ARGH!! I don't know!! =(
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